Why would I miss this place?

What happened to me?
All of a sudden I am not the one I used to be,
I don’t know who I am anymore,
What I want in life and what I despise,

My values, wants and needs,
I don know how I got here…
Though it was days of planning,
Daily and continuous hard work,

What do I want now?

Do I want love or security?
Do I want to do the right thing or
do I want to be happy?
Its like I am going with the wind,
With no direction and destiny,
Wanting to experience all,

Wishing to meet everyone,
As if I am searching for something,
Or seeking for someone...

Will I be able to let go of the cravings,

The longings of everyday change,

Yearn for new experience,

And be stable and without moving on.

Life sucks at times....

i dislike ppl who devalue others...
i dislike hypocrites and back biters...
N i hate and hate lairs!

Numbers!

Elephant: Why is 6 afraid of only 7 but not other number??
Ant: Because... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 ate 9!

Not satisfied

without fulfillment and satisfaction the seed dies...
when the seed die, a life is stopped from coming to the world...
when life is stopped the whole universe around the seed stops!

Leaving...

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whY?

why do I get mad at people I feel close to...
why do I find it difficult to forgive people I feel close to...

when it is easy to forget and forgive strangers?

Time

Sometimes I feel I am no more myself..
I am too value bound..
Too consumed
N focussed

With my cool
I am never aroused
But now its different
Maybe its how I perceive

I was so mad n sad
For the time
Its was seconds for the mind to change
But a decision life would remember

Hope

Sound of the light, trees and animals
Bound by the natures naturals
Rising beyond dreams
Lighting above the horizons

Giving another chance
Living another truth or farce
This is what is called HOPE
The eventful everyday of forever