Faking to Make it

I see you everyday, you are all around me
Joking, smiling, laughing and making faces
But I don’t feel you, I don’t feel you around me
I miss you, Maybe it my conscience,
It might even be my imagination, an unrealistic
But what I know is that I miss you more

I don’t feel complete, Incompleteness is part of my life
The life I chose to love, without you forever
But who is to blame? Me? You? Or another?
Whoever it is, do you feel the same?
Do you feel what I feel?

I miss you to the core. The deep feeling makes me blue
Makes me sick,that’s how much I miss you!But do you miss me?

I search for you when you are around
Overlooking the inbetween lines
I need to call you but I can't
Rather I will make mayself suffer
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Miss you more,
fake happiness, till I make it!

Wrong Reasons to Get Married

1. Want to be free from parents
2. To have sex
3. To ease loneliness, because you are afraid to be alone
4. To be happy
5. To be an adult
6. Because of a pregnancy
7. Because everyone else (sp. frenz) are getting married
8. Because you want someone to support you
9. He loves you
10. To get out of your parents house
11. To save or help someone
12. Because you want a baby
13. For money
14. Because your biological clock is ticking
15. You've always wanted a fancy wedding
16. Out of fear that no one else will want to marry you
17. For immigration purposes
18. To fill the emptiness you feel inside
19. To make someone jealous or to get even with someone
20. You are simply dying to plan your dream wedding
21. You want desperately to be a bride, wear a beautiful dress, open lots of presents and go on a dream honeymoon
22. You want to get married because you want to feel special
23. Because there is no reason not to get married