What do I do?

Letting go is not easy
When you go down nicely
I am feeling helpless
I am feeling furious

I feel that she is judging me
I feel that she has a grudge on me
I feel that she hates me
I feel that she does unjust on me

Am I in the middle of a game?
If so I dunno the rule of the fame
Is there religious biasness?
Or is it just a personal prejudice

Is crying and praying the only thing I can do?
Giving up hope is what I won’t do
Though I m pushed to my limits
There is no end without gladness